【⋆VALIKU;;

Lie awake, afriad of your dreams.
It could be your insanity, or at least it seems.
Clutch onto your heart in a case of worn steel,
as you become cold and apathetic, not allowed to feel.

You play in your head with your younger, former selves...
Useless little games, with useless little girls.
They speak of the future, optimistic and free,
they asked you, "Will it happen to me?
and then all eyes were on you.

It doesn't hurt you as much as it used to,
to tell those little girls,
that nothing went the right way, our simple plans didn't quite work.
Each time they'd become pale with melancholy and fear,
most started to cry
They hate that they know this: that soon we're all going to die

You hear hearts crack in two, small dreams shatter,
little girls' wishes be beaten and battered.
They look up to you in order, and then they ask,
Is this for real?" "How long will it last?

Nothing you could ever say is enough,
because you'll never know the answer, but they aren't better off.
Nine little girls in nine different years,
each with their own phobias and their own devastating fears.
Nothing helps them when they get older, their fears become more indepth,
so then they run to you, and those fears are now the worst yet.

And now the fears of those nine girls in your past are dead,
you're told that you've gone too far, you've taken your own head.
You simply can't be saved and so you'll sleep forever,
as the world continues to see you alive, though your sanity is severed.

Most, not all yet, of those nine little girls
lay dead in their white grace.
Some found breathless, while others dying,
some found dangling, the others crying.
But soon the last of the children dies, no more of them live on,
for she was your final life, your final chance...


...and she's already gone...


don't tell me you're here to save anyone
it's too late, the epidemic has already begun
there's been disaster waiting to happen, so why don't you take me through hell one more time?

+.Name» Valiku
+.Alias» Val, Vali
+.Age» Unkown
+.Gender» Female
+.Species» Unknown
+.Neopet» Silver Lupe
+.Origin» Unknown
+.Heritage» Unknown

+.Mother» Murder
+.Father» Murder
+.Siblings» Murder for most, others are lost
+.Friends» Left behind
+.Pups» None
+.Love» Not interested
+.Desire» Not interested
+.Prey» Weak

+.Eyes» Chartreuse
+.Pelt» Silver, dark grey, varying chartreuse, graygreen
+.Mane» Pale chartreuse, long and thin
+.Build» Thin, semi-muscular
+.Ears» Large, flexible.
+.Tail» Medium length, thin.
+.Accessories» Both ears pierced.

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i have no idea.
this section was abducted by aliens n____nb

;___; LOL EMPTYYY

...i'll make some... later. way later.

;___; LOL EMPTYYY

Q What do you use to draw?
A 6x8 Wacom Tablet and Adobe Photoshop 8 CS and sometimes Open Canvas or MS Paint. Pen pressure is my best friend. What I need more of is patience ;O;

Q Will you draw something for me?
A I don't do random requests and please don't ask me because I'm a big softie and feel bad saying no ;__; I might randomly pop up and offer to do something for you, though :3

Q Will you do an art trade with me?
A I'll ask.

Q Will you code something for me/let me borrow your coding?
A No D: Close friends only, but even rarely there do I ever code things from scratch.

Q Can we roleplay?
A If you're in one of my guilds. On the boards. I have trouble with one on one roleplays, sorrrryyy ):

Q How old are you?
A NINE THOUSAND.

Q Link trade?
A Sure, but only if you have an organized page c:

Q Will you help me with coding?
A No. I. Hate. Coding. Just like in one of the above questions, I rarely do it. To me, it's easier to learn than to teach x__x

Q Where do you get your music?
A Internet 8D;; Google some sites.

Q Can we roleplay?
A If you're in one of my guilds. On the boards. I have trouble with one on one roleplays, sorrrryyy ):

Q CAN WE BE FRIENDS?
A To be honest, I'll probably get freaked and run from people who just randomly add me or try to start a conversation on Neopets TTwTT;; Try commenting more on journals or art on my dA (my username there is the same as my uername here) and I'll probably get to know you.

Q I want to neomail you, but your inbox is full.
A Send over a junk item and I'll know to clear my inbox.


if there's anything that you think i need to put up here, neomail me and let me know D: i didn't feel a strong need to say 'don't use my stuff in the bc/ag' because it's common sense n__n;;