I don't know.. where I would be without the support Deyai gives me. She has been a friend who has been there for me during some of the darkest times of my life. Deyai has, accepted me.. Despite knowing my deep flaws and many has promised to always be there for me to look to for comfort. She has believed in me, and helped me move forward when I thought I had no more strength to push myself.

Sometimes, however, I wonder why is it that she continues to shower me with affection. I don't understand it. I feel I am undeserving. So many times.. I have pushed her away only for her to return again, smiling as always and helping with something I was too ashamed to ask for.

This girl.. however.. is not without her own flaws. Deyai can be a bit.. overbearing to say the least. Noisy, wild and most of the time is very hard for me to manage. She's so spontaneous and energetic I feel as if I am turning into an old man. Ahaa..

But .. in the end, I do appreciate everything she does for me, and has done for me. And she remains to one of the closet - maybe even the closest - friends I have.

Ah.. hmm.. what is there for me to say about Ukui.. heh.. When I first met Ukui.. she was already quite unhappy with me. From what I can recall from that noisy conversation was me somehow slipping from a two story window and landing onto the hard ground below. That was not one of my shinning moments.

Well, for starters.. Ukui is Deyai's younger sister. In almost every way they are opposites. In fact, I don't think I have ever seen her smile once over the years I have known her.

She is.. an intense and gloomy person with quite a sharp tongue. Ukui however is very smart and observant; she always catches me off guard when she says something rather insightful. But usually..it's quite dark as well.

Ukui seems to suffer from a very deep guilt or depression, although she has never revealed to me why. I think even after all this time she still doesn't trust me very much.

Honestly, I couldn't agree with her more.

... I wouldn't say.. That Dol is a new friend of mine. We met.. quite a long time ago, although each time we spoke it was .. short and would never actually spring into an actual conversation. Yet, as if we're strung together by fate's sting, we keep having the strangest things occur to us.

I.. Honestly.. I don't know why these things keep happening. But it.. leaves me wondering about what they mean. After trying to build a normal life, I am starting to find myself wander in more unknown.. dangerous.. territory. It worries me. But at the same time, although I realize I know better, I find myself becoming more and more.. curious.

Despite all the abnormally, Doladdar seems to be a very kind person. He doesn't fail to make me smile and.. I am a little surprised how relaxed I am around him. I just hope that.. things can last without the worst occurring.

Fesoj is a spunky, lively young woman who is also, from as far as I can tell, a very talented artist. I met her one day by chance, she seems to just be brimming with glowing warmth and love for everyone and everything. Her smile.. is also quite contagious, heh.

This feline apparently is a good friend of Dol's from where he works. Although, I must admit I do not know her very well. I have.. however.. noticed how she holds a strange insecurity for her art, which is strange considering how incredible she is at it. Almost so much so that is at the level of a master.. when she is only just seventeen.

I can sense.. that she has bottled up deep feelings inside of her, feelings she hides from everyone else around her as if to protect them. I don't know. There is a strange magic wrapped around this girl and her world, I wonder if I can be brave enough if I ever encounter it.